lalalalalacaitlinmay:
and it fucking sucks. I try to smile and try to act like everything is okay. I try to be there for everyone and just pretend everything is alright. but really, fuck this. Nothing ever helps anymore. I hate how I just break down and cry like a stupid, little girl. I hate this feeling and I wish something could just make it go away. I know life isn’t that easy and I shouldn’t be complaining, but man. Fuck this.